{Feed The Addict} |
Hello my dearest. It seems as though you have been drawn to this page. I am sorry to disappoint you but I'm really nothing special, there's no way around that. I'm a confused girl that has been tattered and torn very frequently on multiple occasions. In my eyes I have no self worth and I'd rather live for others than that of myself. There are 3 things that mean alot to me... Relationships {whether that be friendship or other}, Music and Art {or in turn self expression}. You mess with those things when it comes to me, I will not be happy. I'm addicted to many things, writing and caffeine are the 2 most prominent. Then there is.. music, drawing on myself and chipping the black nail polish on my frequently dark nails. I hate being alone, it makes me go mental. Even though I'm alone alot.. I'm a social person, I enjoy the company of others. There is this thing called love that I strongly believe in, but I think it's beyond the butterflies and the tingling of the skin. People can be in love with soo many things other than another human being {if that's what you really want to call us}. Love isn't something that happens over night, it sinks into your system, it creeps into your thoughts. It completely overcomes you but not in an instant. So, if you are dating someone for less than a 2 month period do not tell me you love them, just avoid that subject all together. I've had messed up moments in my life that some people may regret but I don't regret them because they are the moments that dictate who I am RIGHT now, and I appreciate that because I will always rather be myself than anyone else. |
He’s already looking for all you naughty children to punish next year…